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it has been two years

Summer. Q — Sun, 27 Nov 2011 04:27:15 +0000

it has been two years.

wanted to write something down.

but just realized too hard to mention this.

Summer. Q — Mon, 14 Nov 2011 03:59:09 +0000

I wish. I miss. I missed.

I know. I understand. I wish.

Thank you

Summer. Q — Mon, 26 Sep 2011 00:50:55 +0000

Thank you for being courageous and falling in love with me.

I wish

Summer. Q — Fri, 23 Sep 2011 15:21:12 +0000

I wish I could go back and say everything I kept inside.

有人说

Summer. Q — Sun, 11 Sep 2011 22:36:49 +0000

有人说
假如你不能给予他想要的爱情
唯一的做法就是不要忘记他

好狠的一句话
但这就是当他说我们复合吧
我依然摇头，尽管我在哭
因为我无法给他他想要的伴侣
我无法为他牺牲他希望我为他牺牲的东西

他应该都放下了吧
放下了就好

Block

Summer. Q — Fri, 09 Sep 2011 16:20:08 +0000

if we block all the ones we love,

we can’t hurt them any more.

和猪打电话了

Summer. Q — Mon, 05 Sep 2011 20:40:34 +0000

猪说, 亲爱的, 你需要一个男人无时无刻都那么爱你, 你不允许他任何的改变
小朋友说, 或许你在恋爱中还没有成熟

我想了很久, 好的, 承认我是吧
我说过: I will love you unconditionally.

最近才发现, 爱并非无条件的, 你期待对方也无条件爱回你
爱必然会带着伤害, 因为不是每个人都有那么大的宽容之心
每个人对自己的生活伴侣都要求
爱不是唯一条件, 对吧

还是走吧, 走得远远的, 到一个世界, 只有自己才理解

有时候想想

Summer. Q — Sun, 04 Sep 2011 01:55:22 +0000

有时候爱自己一个人坐在一个吵闹的地方
说不清楚是在自怜还是在自我反省

偶尔会想想自己失去的, 偶尔会想想自己失去的

有时候我会在想
假如这个世界有假如, 这个世界会变得怎样

跟Osbert说了一下我结婚的打算, 最起码订婚吧
他说, 晴你要确定自己不是在报复

分手一转身之后我就投入了另一个男人的怀抱
并且开始考虑和这个男人过一辈子
就这么看来似乎我是一个自私不负责任的人

假如真要背负这么一个名分我也认了
感情的道路我不想再追求什么
平平淡淡的, 感觉挺好的

安

Selfish

Summer. Q — Mon, 29 Aug 2011 18:32:44 +0000

It’s not always about you.

A random comment, maybe a joke, from a classmate.

But maybe I’m such a selfish person in fact before I realized.

Now I do. I’m such a monster.

For so many times,

Summer. Q — Mon, 29 Aug 2011 02:10:07 +0000

For so many times,
I wish time might go back when I was blessed with all the love from SV

For so many times,
I wish I didn’t do anything wrong.

For so many times,
I wish I had talked to him when I had doubts in this relationship.

For so many times,
I wish I had asked him to marry me, even it might be awkward, and he said yes.

For so many times…

I just know this wouldn’t happen, any more.

I just sat in a corner, holding my legs so I feel protected, crying for the next day comes.